hari raye~
hehe. gambar ni di captured tahun lepas. masa ni pun lemak belum terhasil.
sekarang bukan setakat dah terhasil, malah ~! berlebihan !. 

don't waste your tears crying over someone who doesn't even deserve to see you smile

I want a guy to tell my Dad: "I want to marry your princess & make her my Queen"

Be careful what you say to someone today. Because tomorrow they may not be here. And you can't take it back. 

We may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason. But one thing is sure, mistakes help us to find the right person.

Gua Baran Betulll dengan lu.

apebende kau ni. tak pasal2 cari pasal. memang ikut kan hati nak kasi penumpuk due biji kat kau. mulut macam @#$%^%$2134%$^@#!$#@%$# !!!! ingat dah bagus sgt.? dah hebat ea.? muke dah cukup bagus la ea.? haha. pergi ' hidup' la awak.

NOTHING ~

A real friend isn`t the person that is nice


 to you to your face,


it`s the person that is nice 


to you behind your back. =) PEACE~

wait..

WAITING AND WAITING AND WAITING AND WAITING...
Menunggu dan menunggu dan menunggu dan terus menunggu..
sampai bila terus nak tunggu pun aku tak tahu laahhh. ~~

no title , haha

(GUA BUKAN GADIS JAMBU OKEY*BYK PINK, HAHA) okey~ dis piccer wos not mine, jas kopi an pes. haha. ken yu andersten? Gua memikir kan sesuatu.Banyak yang nk di kate kan.banyak superb gile. otak ligat berfikir.  tapi x meluah kan. Blog bukan di tempat nye =D blog ni buat untuk saje2. hehe. saje nak renovate2,decorate2 mcm rumah . haha. Blog gua bukan diari gua. lebih baik gua pendam. haha. Hati gua diari gua. antara gua dengan Yang Atas Sana je yg tau, lu ada.? lu pun ada jugak.hehe. (tibe2 jadi gangster*gua lu2, haha. ) cantik kan gambar kat atas ni.? can you see the shape of that pearl?haha.the  matter to be expressed, in relation to the picture above. ken yu andersten.? hey, what.? what.? I was only aged 17.? This is common sense that the penetration by a teenager. it is not uncommon. ia nya perkara biaasa okey.? jangan nak cakap ,hang tu keceq lagi, jgn la ade bla bla bla. bak kate cikgu aku, ianya perasaan biasa. nothing special. =) okey.? get it.? get it.??  

DEAR GOD, LET HIM SLEEP IN MY MEMORY. BURY HIM DEEP INSIDE MY MEMORIES. NEVER LET HIM WAKE UP. dotdot curve~

Sometimes you have to try not to care ,
no matter how much you do,
because sometimes you can mean nothing to someone
who mean so much to you.
it's not pride..
it's self-respect..

jom kembali ke sekolah

halamak~ esok dah sekolah! ooohh tidakk! spm tahun ni pulak tu. rase mcm baru je lepas pmr. still ingat lagi time form2 dulu. cepat betul masa berlalu.. pejam celik pejam celik, dah nk masuk 17 tahun dah aku ni, rasa mcm dah tua pulak. haha.. agk nya berape A aku dapat untuk spm nanti. kalau boleh nak result GEGEMPAK banyak. x nk result gegempak sikit. hehe.. lepas tu, nak fikir pasal sambung belajar. tak kisah pun nak belajar kat mana. yang penting dapat masuk U *i wish i wish <3 . lepas tu nak amik course ape.? doctor.? pharmacist ? or jadi cikgu je? kalau otak aku ni pandai mcm amalina dapat 17 A tu, boleh la senang nk chose mana2 yang suka.. malang nye aku ni otak macam Aniez Fairuz je. hehe.. kerja dia sebok main game,bace komik cinte , mengkhatam novel. oh! lupa, sibuk ber'facebook'ing . mana otak x jadi macam encik udang punya otak. Hm~ sempena tahun 2012 ni, harap2 semua azam tahun lepas yg x kesampaian dpt di redeem balik. 1.nak diet(kalau you all nampak ade girl cun melecun,slim,body solid bak metal. hehe, phm2 la kan, tu mesti kawan i ,bukan nye i) lalala~ 2. nk belajar betul2,so result xlah seteruk sebelum2 ni. 3. nak belajar... main Dota . brrrr~ 

dets ol fo tudei.~ mekasei~!!

An interesting conversation.

An atheist prof. Of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, the Almighty.

He asks one of his new student to stand and..

Prof        : so u believe in God ?

Student :  absolutely ,sir.

Prof       : is God good.?

Student: sure

Prof       : is God all-powerfull?

Student:  yes.

Prof       : my brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would   attempt to help other who are ill. But God didn’t . how is this God good then .?

Student: hmm..

Prof      : you cant answer ,can you.? Let’s stars again,young fella. Is God good.?

Student: yes.

Prof        : is satan good.?

Student: no .

Prof       :where does satan come from.?

Student: from... God..

Prof       : that’s right. Tell me son, is thereevil in this world.?

Student: yes.

Prof       : evil is everywhere,isn’t it.?and God did make everything. Correct.?

Student: yes.

Prof        : so, who created evil.?

Student:  ....................  

Prof       : is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred.? Ugliness.? All these terrible things exists in the world. Don’t they?

Student: yes,sir.

Prof      : who created them.?

Student: ..........(no answer)

Prof       : science says you have 5 sense you use to identify and observe tho world around you.Tell me son,how have you ever seen God,?

Student: no, sir.

Prof       : tell us if you ever heard God?

Student: no,sir.

Prof       : have you felt you God.?tasted your God,smelt your God .?Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter.

Student: no sir, i’m afraid i haven’t.

Prof       : Yet you still believe in God.?

Student: yes ,sir.

 

Prof       : according to empirical testable,demonstrable protocol,science says that your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that,son.?

Student: nothing. I only have my FAITH.

Prof      : Yes. FAITH. And that is the problem science has.

Student: prof, is there such thing as heat?

Prof      : yes.

Student:  and is there anything such as cold.?

Prof       : yes.

Student:  no, sir.  There isn’t.. sir, you can have lots of heat,even more heat,a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold.

 We can hit 458 degrees below zero,which is no heat. But we can’t go any further after that. There’s no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite oh heat,sir. Just the absence of heat.

What about darkness,sir.? Is there such thing as darkness.?

Prof      : yes,what is night is there isn’tdarkness.

Student: you’re wrong again sir, darness is the absence of something.

You can have low light, bright light, flashing light. But if you hve no light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called darkness. Isn’t?

In reality,darness isn’t it.if it were,u would be ablemake darkness more darker.wouldn’t u.?

Prof      : so,what’s isthe point you’re making.? Young man.

Students: sir , you’re working on the premise of duality.you argue there’s life and death

.a good God, a bad God. You’re viewing the concept of God as something finite.something we can measure.

Sir, science cant even explain a thought. It use electricity and magnetism,but has never seen,much less fully understood either one.

To view death, as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.

Death is not the opposite of life. Just the absence of it. Now tell me sir. Do u teach your student that they evolved from monkey.?

Prof      : if you’re reffering to the natural evolutionary process, yesof course,i do.

Student: have you ever observe the evolution with your own eyes.?

Prof      : (the prof. Shake his head with a smile,beginning  to realize where the arguments going)

Student: since no one has ever observed the proces of evolution at word and cant even prove that the process is an on-going endevour,are you not teaching you opinion,sir.?

Prof     : ..............

Student:  is there any one here in this class who has ever seen the professor’s brain.?

Prof      :  ...........(the class turn to laughter)

Student :  is there anyone has ever heard the prof.brain.? felt it.? Touchedi or smell it.? No one never appear    to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical,stable ,demonstrable protocol,science says that you have no BRAIN sir.

With all due respect,sir. How do we trust you lectures .sir.?

Prof      : (class room silent,the prof stares at the student) i guess ypu’ll have to take them on FAITH ,son.....

Post pada hari ni

Don't spend so much time wishing for what you don't have that you don't have time to enjoy what you've already got.
 haha, cer pasal wishing2 ni, hm~
aku suka wish2, a.k.a berangan . berangan nk dpt tu ,berangan nk dpt ni.. eh! berangan ni best tau~
berangan ni percuma, free.. x ade charge apa2, x kena download,x kena loading, x kacau hidup org, x menyusahkan org~ xDD kengkadang,bole senyum sendiri kalau tengah berangan. (kalah org yg sebok dok menyemai kasih dua sejoli) hikhok. errmm.aku berangan pun sbb dah tahu, dlm realiti, benda alah yg di berangan kan tu, x kan jadi kenyataan.. hehe. >.< sekali sekali berangan an an an, ape salah nye~  lagi pun x ada org yang tau ape yg aku berangankan. haha. Ini rahsia antara aku dan Yang di Atas Sana. ~peace~ (Y)kbai!

Shining Shining Shining Ra

Seeking the light i have never seen..

I will chase it anywhere ,this shining ray..

never forget the feeling of trust,

I am even passing by the memories of own.

Forgetting the trachery though the way just to long,

This heart must go on, seek for the faith.. 

"that thistle look so pretty but no one knows the pain when it comes to touch"

Alone.. finding the truth about small life of mine..

I said , " me would not give up this tussle ! And i will seek the light i have never seen.

this shining ray of mine..

By the mightiness of creator invent such feeling of trust, faith even happiness and sadness.

by this soul without perfection ,i will seek the light i have never seen..

Done by : Anieeeezzz~

ohh sahabat~

Avril Lavigne- wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

This one’s for you and me, living out our dreams
We’re all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you, I would duck, or get struck like lightening,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em’ skyward uh
Had a dream I was king, I woke up, still king…
This rap game’s nipple is mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till’ it kills me
I swear to god I’ll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I’m refusing to ever give up
The only thing I ever gave up is using. No more excuses.
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-of-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn’t that long ago when Marshall sat, luster lacked, flustered
Cuz he couldn’t cut mustard, muster up nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he’s buzzin’, woke up from that buzz
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn’t cause he had buzzards circle around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it, cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass fusses, cause f-ck it, guess it doesn’t matter now, does it
What difference it make?
What it take to get it through your thick skulls
As if this aint some bullshit
People don’t usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic’s raise cause I came with 5’9′ but I feel like I’m 6’8″

[Bruno Mars]
This one’s for you and me, living out our dreams
We’re all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Royce Da 5'9"]
By the time you hear this I’ll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me slow down, boy, you goin to blow it
And I aint gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did Dr Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am
Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it’s only right that I right till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career’s Lebron’s jersey in 20 years
I’ll stop when I’m at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
It’s ’bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up must come down
You going down on something you don’t wanna see like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I’m just the cats meoww, ow
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
Classic now, always down for the catch weight like Pacquiao
Ya’ll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain aint wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I’m in the Aston
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I’m fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y’all niggas just gossipin’ like bitches on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y’all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I’m the second best I can deal with that

yun juan, fazriekha, nabilah dan syaniza~

yun juan asek tanye bila nak update blog even tak tau nak tulis ape dalam sini, hurm.~saya dapat gelaran baru~ *carik sendiri lah <3 MISS PLAIN JANE, wah~ saya suka saya suka, walaupun maksud dia x seberapa, hee~
      Bila dah pindah Indahpura ni, hm~ tiap2 hari dapat jumpa dengan Yun Juan yang selalu mengharap aku untuk pindah balik .. hehe, kawan yang setia, *siti nur fazriekha , nurul nabilah dan syaniza nabilah, mereka sahabat-sahabat yang selalu aku ingat masa pindah sekolah. Macam mimpi , tiba-tiba je dah pindah SMK indahpura balik, tiap-tiap minggu jumpe mereka-mereka ni.. waaaa.. terharu~ walaupun tak tau mereka-mereka ni sumua ikhlas atau tak ber'sahabat' dengan aku, *sebenarnya dah lama nak tanya mereka 'weh, korang ni suke tak kawan dengan aq.?*bunyi yang sebenarnya 'korang ikhlas tak kawan dengan aku.?.tapi tak tanya2, malu, hehehe.segan, takut, seram. kalau mereka jawap' aku terpaksa sebenarnya kawan dengan kau ni, aku tak suka dengan kau ni' hm~ =/ tak semua orang sempurna, kadang kala tersalah cakap, kadang kala. terpukul, hehe, ade ke.?~\ kadang kala aku yang terkecil hati,*tapi tak beritahu mereka pun~ tak apa la~ kan SAHABAT =)) saya sayang mereka-mereka ini <3 yun juan,nabilah, fazriekha ,syaniza, my love like circle ,there's no end~